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Fifty Shades Of ...... (18++)

7:17p.m
kampung subang
ushar map langkawi (we're going for a vacation!)

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assalamualaikum and hello everyone! atas ni xde kena mengena dengan apa aku nak cerita. apa yang aku nak cakap ni pasal novel yang terhangat di pasaran. novel apa nama dia?

- FIFTY SHADES OF GREY
- FIFTY SHADES OF DARKER
- FIFTY SHADES OF FREED

okay, kenapa aku nak cerita pasal buku-buku ni? sebab best gila tau x! ha, tapi jangan salah sangka okay. kepada sesiapa yang dah pernah dengar pasal novel ni, aku x maksudkan best dari segi I&%I%*$ tu okay. aku maksudkan dari segi pembawakan watak dalam cerita tu.

cerita dia ni pasal seorang perempuan yang berumur 22 tahun bernama Anastasia Steele atau lebih mesra dipanggil Ana. dia ada bestfriend yang bernama Kate (Kate Kavanagh). diorang ni duduk sama. Kate ni menulis untuk college's student paper diorang. she was supposed to interview this one guy (corporate guy) but it turns out dia jatuh sakit pulak. so dia minta Ana untuk ambil alih assignment dia.

apa yang dia kena buat? dia just interview that guy and that was it! Ana ingatkan lelaki yang dia nak interview ni orang yang setengah abad, rupa-rupanya lelaki muda yang HOT (Christian Grey)! aku x tahulah hot mana, novel ni bagi gambaran je. pandai-pandailah korang imagine sendiri.

dari satu chapter ke satu chapter. rupanya mamat ni ada masalah dalaman sikit. eh, bukan gila. psycho sikit kot. first, dia sangat pantang kalau orang tu xnak makan or xnak habiskan makanan. why? i'll tell u later. and second, dia x suka disentuh oleh mana-mana orang pun.

kenapa dia sangat pantang tengok orang macam tu? dulu masa dia kecik-kecik, 4 tahun x silap aku, dia lapar, dia beg mak dia nak makan, tapi dia tengok mak dia terbaring je, x buat apa. sebab dia lapar sangat-sangat dah, dia pergi dapur buka peti ais, and dia x jumpa except for one thing. aku x ingat apa yang dia makan, tapi makanan tu buat dia sakit sebab makanan tu dah x elok. berapa hari entah dia kelaparan.

nasib baik ada family yang baik hati ambil dia jadi anak angkat. even dia happy, dia senyap je. dia xnak cakap apa-apa pun. dia just buat satu benda, main piano. itu yang dia pandai. dia luahkan perasaan dia kat situ.

and pasal sex life dia, itu sangat extreme. dia guna kaedah yang x tercapai dek akal fikiran. sorry, i can't tell it here. even aku dah tulis terang-terangan kat atas, ini post 18+, aku tau mesti ada yang bawah umur baca punya. apa yang aku boleh cakap, dia guna kaedah yang lain sebab dia nak rasa dia yang control everything. dia x boleh surrender. and kalau sub dia buat salah, she will be punished. it happened all time until he met Ana.

Ana ubah dia sikit demi sikit. berubah jadi lebih baik. Ana tahu dia ada masalah, tapi Christian tetap xnak cerita pasal kisah silam dia. yeah, untuk siapa yang kisah silam yang sangat menyedihkan, it really hurts untuk buka balik cerita tu. i know that feeling.

masuk novel yang kedua, dia kahwin dengan Ana. tapi dia sangat overprotective. and cerita balik kisah lampau dia. and novel ketiga pula, ada orang psycho yang lain. mamat tu try nak bunuh Ana. memang mengamuklah si Christian tu.

okay, malas nak cerita panjang-panjang, baca sendiri. aku jumpa online. kalau beli kat MPH or Popular, mesti mahal punya. -.-

that'll be all folks. adios~

self harm

1:50 p.m
at home online..
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okay, hello again everyone. i was just scrolling down my blog and i found this post from one of my followers. read this. if you didn't have that kind of experiences ever happened to you, then appreciate with what you already have now. help those who are still searching for their happiness. value your life!

I’m in the mood to tell what goes on with me. No one knows the majority of this information.

I’m 15 and live in Maryland. I am a Sophomore.

It all started when I got to 8th grade. I found out one of my oldest friends was going to be going to my school soon. I was so excited. This was back when I was happy. Keep in mind, I never have been popular or anything like that. So my friend comes to the school and he becomes popular. I didn’t think of it much because we still hung out a lot. He started to make jokes about me, calling me names. I thought it was what friends did; just screwed around with each other like that. It got worse and worse though. He got some of his popular friends to do it to me as well. In 8th grade, I wasn’t exactly in shape. This was the worst of it all. Getting called fat every day. Skipping gym class so I didn’t have to change into my uniform in front of everyone. I was in hell. I made it to the end of the year. I thought, high school will be better, I was wrong. The same thing happened freshman year. I have only a few friends that I can consider friends. I don’t have a best friend. I don’t have anyone to talk to. In September, 2012, I started to cut. I still do it to this day. My right leg is full of scars. I have lied so many times in my life to cover it all up. I lied to people on the only place I have real friends. I get called names everyday of school. I hate school. I hate going and I hate the people there. Then I start to think when I get home; all of these things are true. I’m ugly, I will never have a girlfriend, I’m fat, I’m all that. People say don’t worry about what others say. It’s not exactly easy when it follows you everywhere. When it’s in your head and it’s all you can think about.
It’s February, 2013 now. I cut almost every day. I’m getting worse every day. I don’t know how many more insults I can take. I don’t know if I can make it through high school. If I had the resources, I think I would have ended it all already. I hate it here. I’m ugly and I will never rise to anything. I will always be a failure.

I mentioned how I told lies to the only people I could call friends. I cover everything up. You would think I was fine if you talked to me. I don’t like to talk to people. Hell, the only person I ever talked to, I lied and told them everything was great. Told them I never self harmed. Told them a whole load of lies just to cover it up.

This is me. This is my life. This is what I do.

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