Jodoh Dari Syurga

Yesterday I saw him for the first time and fell in love instantly..Yes, it's true! I fell in love with him the moment I saw him... His face, his laughter. I thought I was seeing a boy for the first time. It was a strange feeling, I was feeling happy and in pain at the same time..
"I'm sorry. I behave very badly today. I have married you willingly hence I have no right to take out my anger on you. I promise you that from now on I'll be a good husband to you. Just be a bit patient with me. I have to kill the old me and become a new me and that might take some time. There is one more thing I need to tell you. I won't be able to love you. I don't think I have love in me anymore to give to someone. I don't know if you can live your life without love. And if you can't, then I wouldn't want to be a burden on you."
"I don't know what love is..I have never had the good luck of falling in love with a guy. I am not used to nor do I require more love than this."
"You are very lucky that you have never been in love. There is nothing more painful in this world than love."
"He wants to change himself. He says he has to kill the old him but i love him just the way he is. I want him to remain the happy, fun spirited ...... that he was and with whom i fall in love instantly. I don't want him to change. I want him to fall in love with me. Make him fall in love with me my friend. Do something that makes me the heroin of his life. The kind of heroin that he loves to watch in films"
"You know what... it's considered very lucky to get wet in the first rain and whatever you wish for comes true. I'm sure your heart wants something. Your heart wants to stop paining, isn't it? Just close your eyes and let every raindrop reach your heart."
"There is some confusion in my heart and mind. Tell me what does a girl really want?"
"The answer to what a girl wants can be understood only by a girl. The answer is very simple but by the time a guy understands it, both of them turn old."
"Please explain to me in a shorter way."
"The only thing a girl desires is that someone loves her like no one has ever been loved before. There is nothing else a girl wants from life."
I love you more than you can imagine. But you are just not being able to see it. Never mind, now I will show my love to you.

you are my heaven, my final tryst
you are my wish, you are the peace of my soul
you are the coldness/calmness of my eyes, you are the heartbeat of my heart
i don't know anything else, i know only this
that i see god in you, what should i do
what kind of distance is this, what helplessness
i have touched you with my eyesight
sometimes your fragrance/scent, sometimes your talks
without demanding i have got this world
you are the light of my heart, you are the wealth/treasure of my lives
i don't know anything else, i know only this
that i see my god in you, i don't know what to do
it's a match made in heaven~ 
whenever you come, it teases me
your shadows teases with its touch 
when you smile, when you shy
you are that shine, my light divine
i know nothing else now except
that i see god in you, what should i do
  "I lost buddy. I had set out to make him happy. To make my love story but it's become the end of me."
"I just don't understand why are you not telling him the truth now? "
"Try to understand friend. He does not love me, he is not happy with me. If he had fallen in love with this heart, he would have understood what is in this heart. He would have recognized my love for him. So now I leave the end of this story to Allah."
Ya Allah! Let him be happy wherever and with whom ever he may be. I don't want anything else from you.

Right from the start...
You gave me all straight from the heart..
Didn't say one word 
or judge me while 
You gave me all with a smile
You're my own you'll never fade
I know nothing else now except
I see my god in you
I don't know what to do...

"I'm sorry. For sometime your love had made me weak, it had made me selfish. I had forgotten that she had held my hand when I was all alone. Now i cannot leave her hand. She is a little boring, she speaks too much, looks very simple in her ways, in her work in everything she is just a common ordinary woman. But she is my wife. I cannot leave my wife... I'm sorry, please forgive me. I'm sorry...."




  1. Hi Weirdo! Are these all in within the soul and mind of Mirza and Ainul saling bertelingkah? Aduhai, berterus-terang kan lebih baik? Wait a second... or these are the actual that you're facing Amelia?


    1. hello :) haha, nope. ini xde kaitan antara Mirza dan Ainul. ini cerita lain. saja suka-suka. hehehe. saya suka betul cerita pasal kahwin2 ni. xtau la nape.

      hmm, i don't think so. saya ada masalah yang lain. tapi xdelah seberat ni. but who knows, maybe one day someone akan hadapi dilema macam ni kan.


hello dear :) x salah pun baca sambil komen kan.